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I sit up here inside my tree, With my thoughts swept away by an on going sea. With music, soft and mellow, filling my ears, I think of what's happened over the years. In my mind, thoughts are racing with no chosen end. Whether my walls were now to fall, it depends. It matters what moment, what time, and what place. It matters the expression on your face. If only you could've seen me with the eyes I wish you had. Then you would've known me when I was happy or sad. Instead you had a very different pair of your own, A radiant green that could never be cloned. But your vision was not very close to complete. You didn't see me true, s

Tears stream down my cheeks. as I look at my memories. Every word and every place, stick into my heart's space, the hole that eats without a trace. My soul and my heart grow thin, and I'm not sure if I will win. The battle will go on, so I lie here dying singing this song. A swirling black hole, sucks me into my dark soul. If only I could escape, these truths I can no longer face. My soul and my heart grow thin, and I'm not sure if I will win. The battle will go on, so I lie here dying singing this song. Gruesome lyrics in my head, haunt me as I go to bed. Dreams of the darkest black, just keep coming back. My soul and my

Memories come flooding back Of the good times before Friendship, we'll never lack But, still my heart is sore If only I could see you Age seems to send us away I want you to be happy too Our companionship won't decay You are a good friend This is for sure But, my feelings tend To need a cure My heart aches For a friend like you Nothing of friendship fakes That goes for me and you, too

I look in the mirror and see a face and always want to be in a different place Because the face I seem to see isn't who I want to be It's as selfish and as unhappy that it fits a comedy gone sappy It fills itself with greed in its dead heart that sucks happiness from others to fill this missing part But as reality goes by and life becomes harsh the creature returns to its marsh Leaving its empty shell to lie still it dies in its poisons, in its sins, for the final kill now all is not lost and all is at peace except one problem seems to cease The monster has died, this is true but what happens if its dark shell left behind was y

what sort of life, am I expected to lead? If you ask me this question, you must look at my past. Imagines come falling fast, memories of this unwanted past, keep coming until the last. Each with its own pain, and each with negative gain, leading me insane. A friendship always broken, curses always spoken, to make my life living hell. Regrets, and mistakes, promises, and fakes, my thoughts I'll never tell.

So what are you suppose to do, when your heart is skipping beats? And what does it meand when you're always on your feet? When you're watching someone take their breath, as their chest moves up and down, and all you want from that point on, is to never touch the ground? What are you suppose to do, when you look deep into his eyes, that deep sea of amber green, that makes your spirit fly? So what does it mean? So what does it mean?

My tears freeze in my throat I can't do much but croak As my rotted words fall from my mouth to say I'll never come out to play My heart is standing still As my horrors climb through my sill and into my frightened soul that suddenly goes cold

I can wish all I want, but my memories will always haunt. Beside my bed and up the hall, and soon I will only fall. Deeper and deeper in the dark, it sinks and sinks to make its mark. Swirls and swirls of endless black, I hope I never have to go back.

My heart is an endless void sucking all that is inside of me for me to die with it is its goal my appetite decreases aalong with my hope as I keep trying to fill this empty darkness obsession overcomes me as my dreams disappear in front of my eyes and thoughts so impossible replace them why do I wish to live a life that is not my own?

My soul grows cold, and dies with fury. My heart is numb, and disenigrating surely. But, could anyone see, what I wanted to be? Whether of beauty or of grace? How could you ever see my true face? Touch and loneliness don't mix well Light and dark are enemies as well I'm dying inside and out